The first thing that comes to mind when you envision your future is the most important.
This is the overwhelming display in your mind’s eye that repeats in your subconscious daily like a Twilight Zone marathon during the holidays on TBS or the Sci-fi channel.
If you immediately see hopelessness and struggle and a lack of money, resources, time then you will manifest that physically on earth (wait Julian what??) All I am saying the first thought is the pervading one, the one that is central to what you will become.
If you can change that first thought to a narrative of not lacking resources but developing them…then you will surely have them. You have to see it first before you can actually acquire it.